Love should be the only transaction!

I am one of those poor souls highly disillusioned with the world. Sometimes I find myself totally at odds with what is happening around that I tend to blink thinking if my thoughts are ahead of its times or that the world is way too ahead of my thoughts. I find it extremely difficult to cope with even the basic rules on which the world is made to function. 

The very idea of working for someone to earn paper currency disgusts me. You have to go to a place they call office everyday, sit in front of that computer screen and do things that you dont really like, tolerate all the nonsense from fake people, play games, taint others to make yourself look good, do things your heart does not approve of and kill your conscience to win favour from people who hold power - all of this cheap drama to get that package that gets credited to your bank account end of every month. Oh yes, it disgusts me more to get myself sunk into the quagmire of hypocrisies that brutally murder morality with this socially acceptable sense of right and wrong.

Money cannot make me happy. You can pour a lorryfull of fresh cash right in front of my house and ask me to take it, no exaggeration - I would certainly hesitate and leave the place. There is more to life than dying suffocating deaths everyday stuck inside huge heaps of mechanisation and boredom.

Sometimes I envy the hunter-gatherers of the past. They, in their times, had lived the most wholesome lives. There had been much thrill and adventure. But somehow down the line, this decay and rot in the thought process has seeped into human history and has taken us a zillion miles away from the colourful affinity and blend we had had with nature. 

I have been waiting to make a move and cut myself down from all the connections of this world and go away. Go away in search of a place where there is no rule of money, where people are respected for their character, where there is much kindness and no self-love. In my pursuit, if I happen to not find any such place - I shall go to a deep forest, mix with the natives there, make my best effort to sow seeds to build the civilization of my dream and watch them grow to become that ideal society where love would be the only transaction.